I see you and you’re doing great
You’re doing enough, you did great
You tried, and try, and trying and I see you
You tried, and try, and trying and I see you
If you think no one is looking, think of me
Because I see you, I see you, always.
You think no one did but I see you,
I see your little dolly secrets
and you did great, you do, you really do.
You did enough and I’m up for it, I’m up for you.
You did less today than yesterday?
I think you did enough, even more than enough
I think you did great; you did your best
See how proud I am? That’s what I feel, that’s what you should feel
I hope you see what I’m seeing
I hope you realized what I’m witnessing
I hope you know how much I adore you,
of what you do, how you do, why you do and what you see.
But no matter how much I adore you, part of me feels the void of what I’m seeing and feeling
My deepest fear is the thought of you not seeing what I’m seeing
And will never be able to ever see this again
I hope you’re eating on time
I hope you’re resting on time
I hope you had plenty of sleep last night
When was the last time you ever dream big?
I hope you don’t mind me asking for these favours
I hope you don’t mind me; I hope you don’t mind
I hope you listen for a minute, take this time and space
I hope you don’t mind lookin’ this way for a minute
I hope you won’t fear this
I hope you won’t be scared away
I hope you don’t shut this out
I hope you don’t block this out
I hope you don’t run away from this anymore
I hope you don’t hide this anymore
I hope you don’t hide from this anymore
I hope you will not cover this anymore
I hope you will not draw this as other face anymore
I hope you will not treat this as other face anymore
I hope you stop disowning this as your own
I hope you’re not going to neglect this, this time
I hope you stop making excuses for this, this time
I hope you won’t flake this, this time.
I hope you don’t mind me begging for your attention
I hope you don’t mind me asking for your support
I hope you don’t mind me asking for your comfort
I hope you don’t mind me begging, begging for your understanding
with no reason, without any reasons
I hope you don’t mind me asking like your friend, like your lover, like your family or anyone you find special in your life.
I hope you don’t mind me asking for more than that, even though I’m not your friend, not your lover, not your family, or not anyone or anything special to you.
I hope you don’t mind me crossing that boundary over others
I hope you don’t mind my demands to be treated more than you treat them
I hope you see me as your one the way I see you as my one
I hope you don’t mind me begging for you to see me
I hope you don’t mind me asking for you to be with me for a minute
I hope you don’t mind these voices
I hope you don’t mind me singing the way I wanted you to sing more
I hope you adore these voices of mine the way I admire your voices
I hope you don’t mind me dancin’ the way I wanted you to dance more
I hope you don’t mind me showing more the way I wanted you to show more
I hope you don’t mind me searching for more the way I encourage you to explore more
I hope you don’t mind me craving for fun the way I wanted to see you play more
I hope you don’t mind my demands to take me seriously the way I take you seriously.
I hope you don’t mind my demands to pay more attention the way I pay more attention to you
I hope you are open to welcome and know these versions the way I am eager to know you and brace you more
I hope you don’t shut off this nudges
I hope you notice, you will notice
and I hope you will be patient
I hope you’re not going to cuss me out again
I hope you’re not going to insult me again
I hope you’re not going to criticize me again
I hope you’re not going to judge me again
from what I did, and I did not do,
from I haven’t done and should have done better.
I hope you will face me again, this time, no denials, no pushings, no cagings
I hope you love me the way I love you
I hope you support me the way I support you
I hope you are open the way I am open to you,
anytime, anywhere
I hope you understand me the way I understand you
I hope you pay attention to me the way I pay attention to you
I hope you study and explore me the way I explore you
I hope you don’t give up the way I am not giving up on you
I hope you find me the way I am finding you
I hope you’ll be patient, patient to me the way I am patient with you
And I hope you fight more, fight, the way I always do to save you
Because I’m tired, really tired of these curtains, of this invisibility, of this.
And I hope that you will find this letter,
Take it to your heart, and wish
wish
I hope you see how much I wanted to free me,
the way I wanted to free you,
Free me,
free me